| Thursday, July 30th, 2009 |
| 10:48 pm |
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| Friday, May 29th, 2009 |
| 12:53 am |
figures
ya know.. when you said lets start over i thought for once you actually meant something, but to no avail human nature perseveres once again and i was wrong. "just call me" you never answer or return my phone calls when i leave messages. "just come stop by" you're never there when i do, you're out drinking as usual.. hell maybe you should invite me i seem to have took after you in that department. especially considering the only time we spent together out of the last 5 years was at a bar. honestly i feel pathetic for even trying, i threw it all away so we could "start over" and once again you let me down. but i wont let that happen again, dont worry. i was going to make this private but i really want everyone to know how shitty you truly are |
| Tuesday, March 17th, 2009 |
| 4:43 am |
i feel a lot better.. for those of you curious i was prescribed a sleeping pill because i had trouble sleeping. one night i took it and weird shit started happening. i decided to not take it anymore and i literally went into withdrawals for it. hardest few nights of my life to be quite honest. i threw up a lot felt sick and had horrible headaches almost 24/7 although i can play it off pretty well it wasn't fun. funny part is i went without it on a number of occasions and nothing but the second my mind decided i wasn't going to take it anymore was whenever i began feeling terrible, funny how the human body works i suppose. or maybe it was just all mental who cares regardless it seems to be over. |
| Friday, March 13th, 2009 |
| 6:52 am |
sweating my ass off, being so scared i feel like im about to have a heart attack, feeling sick to my stomach, my head is killing me, and i haven't slept in a while. i wish someone was here to tell me im going to be alright.. i wish someone knew what i was going through |
| Tuesday, March 3rd, 2009 |
| 3:35 pm |
dear live journal i had a dream i was on this deserted island with crazy shit happening everywhere and all the time. it was kinda nice Current Music: down to nothing |
| Wednesday, January 14th, 2009 |
| 3:24 am |
so
i just got this weird feeling that very soon something good will happen to me, for no reason at all. i hope so haha lately i've been feeling born to lose |
| Sunday, December 21st, 2008 |
| 12:02 am |
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| Monday, October 20th, 2008 |
| 7:19 am |
its 7:19 and my eyes burn from not getting nearly enough sleep DAMN YOU WEEKENDS |
| Wednesday, August 20th, 2008 |
| 1:59 pm |
yeah im bored decided to post on this shit know what im sayin i was feeling a little down until i read some of my old entries and their comments haha i miss everyone Current Mood: giddy |
| Sunday, July 13th, 2008 |
| 12:54 am |
i dont even know what to do with you  STOP CHEWING ALL MY STUFF UP |
| Sunday, April 27th, 2008 |
| 5:14 am |
damn whats up live journal.. you cant answer that and if you could it would be weird.. but yeah i havent been on livejournal in a while no real reason to just thought i'd see what i've been missing out on lately. seems like everyones doing alright and getting shit straightened out i guess thats good.. i myself am doing alright too, im not really doing to much though. yeah i dont have to much else to say because im falling asleep on the keyboard hit me up sometime peeps |
| Tuesday, November 27th, 2007 |
| 4:04 pm |
fuck christ ........ mas
ill just give you a run down of my christmas.. noone cares i know but i want to look back at this and see if i still feel the same way later down the road... i drive home from savannah, walk in and its just me, my mom, my sister, and my grandma.. noone says hey to me except my grandma.. my sisters giving me some fucked up looks who the fuck knows why... i dont even want to open my present because i dont even want to be here honestly its just depressing noone is happy and its messing with my mood.. so here i am typing to you live journal and drinking some modelo a little drunk and about ready to jump out my window head first and thats why i hate christmas because i dont have a traditional family Current Mood: depressedCurrent Music: new wu tang |
| Thursday, October 4th, 2007 |
| 5:24 am |
hey livejournal
whats up livejournal i havent posted to you in a while i dont have any good news or bad news im moving to savannah we need maybe one more room mate if youre interested get in touch with me ill give you the info |
| Sunday, July 1st, 2007 |
| 1:25 pm |
hahaha
i cant even comprehend what happened friday but boy was it fun yeah thats all i can think to say one love |
| Sunday, April 15th, 2007 |
| 9:16 pm |
la la la
exhausting weekend doing nothing i got drunk and made an ass out of myself sounds like a good day theres rumors that i am the new billy but those rumors are not true and were made up lets see i think i fixed my middle finger this morning and uhh im really tired but imdownloading DoD and its only 64% done it needs to hurry the fuck up i want something to eat too later |
| Thursday, March 29th, 2007 |
| 1:32 pm |
haha i dont even know what to say maybe just haha? yeah thats all |
| Tuesday, February 20th, 2007 |
| 1:50 am |
asdf
new phone need some numbers |
| Sunday, February 4th, 2007 |
| 4:56 am |
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| Thursday, December 14th, 2006 |
| 3:05 am |
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| Tuesday, December 5th, 2006 |
| 12:59 pm |
ive always wondered what people think about whenever they hear eric girtman haha is it a story, is it something funny ive done, maybe something crazy, just put what comes to mind whenever you hear my name Current Mood: tired |