But now the up is down...

dear live journal

Fri, 31 Jul 2009 02:48:11 GMT

fuck you

figures

Fri, 29 May 2009 05:00:39 GMT

ya know.. when you said lets start over i thought for once you actually meant something, but to no avail human nature perseveres once again and i was wrong. "just call me" you never answer or return my phone calls when i leave messages. "just come stop by" you're never there when i do, you're out drinking as usual.. hell maybe you should invite me i seem to have took after you in that department. especially considering the only time we spent together out of the last 5 years was at a bar. honestly i feel pathetic for even trying, i threw it all away so we could "start over" and once again you let me down. but i wont let that happen again, dont worry. i was going to make this private but i really want everyone to know how shitty you truly are

Tue, 17 Mar 2009 08:47:28 GMT

i feel a lot better.. for those of you curious i was prescribed a sleeping pill because i had trouble sleeping. one night i took it and weird shit started happening. i decided to not take it anymore and i literally went into withdrawals for it. hardest few nights of my life to be quite honest. i threw up a lot felt sick and had horrible headaches almost 24/7 although i can play it off pretty well it wasn't fun. funny part is i went without it on a number of occasions and nothing but the second my mind decided i wasn't going to take it anymore was whenever i began feeling terrible, funny how the human body works i suppose. or maybe it was just all mental who cares regardless it seems to be over.

Fri, 13 Mar 2009 10:54:58 GMT

sweating my ass off, being so scared i feel like im about to have a heart attack, feeling sick to my stomach, my head is killing me, and i haven't slept in a while. i wish someone was here to tell me im going to be alright.. i wish someone knew what i was going through

Tue, 03 Mar 2009 20:37:01 GMT

dear live journal i had a dream i was on this deserted island with crazy shit happening everywhere and all the time. it was kinda nice

so

Wed, 14 Jan 2009 08:24:58 GMT

i just got this weird feeling that very soon something good will happen to me, for no reason at all. i hope so haha lately i've been feeling born to lose

Sun, 21 Dec 2008 05:03:37 GMT

the grass was greener

Mon, 20 Oct 2008 11:19:41 GMT

its 7:19 and my eyes burn from not getting nearly enough sleep DAMN YOU WEEKENDS

Wed, 20 Aug 2008 18:01:54 GMT

yeah im bored decided to post on this shit know what im sayin i was feeling a little down until i read some of my old entries and their comments haha i miss everyone

Sun, 13 Jul 2008 04:56:31 GMT

i dont even know what to do with you

STOP CHEWING ALL MY STUFF UP

Sun, 27 Apr 2008 09:18:24 GMT

damn whats up live journal.. you cant answer that and if you could it would be weird..
but yeah i havent been on livejournal in a while no real reason to just thought i'd see what i've been missing out on lately. seems like everyones doing alright and getting shit straightened out i guess thats good.. i myself am doing alright too, im not really doing to much though. yeah i dont have to much else to say because im falling asleep on the keyboard hit me up sometime peeps

fuck christ ........ mas

Tue, 25 Dec 2007 21:10:05 GMT

ill just give you a run down of my christmas.. noone cares i know but i want to look back at this and see if i still feel the same way later down the road... i drive home from savannah, walk in and its just me, my mom, my sister, and my grandma.. noone says hey to me except my grandma.. my sisters giving me some fucked up looks who the fuck knows why... i dont even want to open my present because i dont even want to be here honestly its just depressing noone is happy and its messing with my mood.. so here i am typing to you live journal and drinking some modelo a little drunk and about ready to jump out my window head first and thats why i hate christmas because i dont have a traditional family

hey livejournal

Thu, 04 Oct 2007 09:26:06 GMT

whats up livejournal i havent posted to you in a while i dont have any good news or bad news

im moving to savannah we need maybe one more room mate if youre interested get in touch with me ill give you the info

hahaha

Sun, 01 Jul 2007 17:25:47 GMT

i cant even comprehend what happened friday but boy was it fun yeah thats all i can think to say

one love

la la la

Mon, 16 Apr 2007 01:18:41 GMT

exhausting weekend doing nothing i got drunk and made an ass out of myself sounds like a good day theres rumors that i am the new billy but those rumors are not true and were made up lets see i think i fixed my middle finger this morning and uhh im really tired but imdownloading DoD and its only 64% done it needs to hurry the fuck up i want something to eat too later

Thu, 29 Mar 2007 17:33:10 GMT

haha i dont even know what to say maybe just haha? yeah thats all

asdf

Tue, 20 Feb 2007 06:50:48 GMT

new phone need some numbers

hah

Sun, 04 Feb 2007 09:57:16 GMT

chea

how many of us have them

Thu, 14 Dec 2006 07:05:18 GMT

ones you can depend on

Tue, 05 Dec 2006 16:59:22 GMT

ive always wondered what people think about whenever they hear eric girtman haha is it a story, is it something funny ive done, maybe something crazy, just put what comes to mind whenever you hear my name

Mon, 04 Dec 2006 01:01:17 GMT

i dont have anything negative to say, and i dont have anything positive to say.

i just havent made an entry in a while and i kind of thought i should there isnt really a big update i still have my shitty job, me and brent made a portable beer pong table with legs that detach and it folds in half i guess so we can take it with us everywhere

im going to sleep i have to be up soon

billys

Tue, 21 Nov 2006 00:54:57 GMT

so billy got shit face in the middle of the day like usual and passed out hard so i decided to color most of his body with sharpee markers and tie his hands and feet together, he threw a knife at me and punched a hole in my wall the jokes on you billy! haha

windows

Sun, 12 Nov 2006 15:28:59 GMT

my windows roll down

Mon, 25 Sep 2006 02:40:15 GMT

brent meant to say thanks big bang theory for shovelnose

Tue, 12 Sep 2006 21:36:34 GMT

adefghijkoqrtuwy y keyoard i fuked u that wa y ahaet whoa thi i oig out reay ad tie for a ew keyoard i thik iy ied drik ito it " my keyboard is fucked up i think billy spilled a drink in it "